PRETTY TATTY NASTY JACKIE

after Daughter has stopped
i no longer could be a little fan looking up the stage enjoying how he dance and perform
he never knows
tat's so yau ying and attractive to me.
in the period of playing together when i'm on drum in the same band,
we did argue alot
as we never agree with each others' comment
and i dunt respect him though
i still remember the hateful 'mission impossible' outro...
today
when i'm sitting down the stage, or behind him in the backstage working
feelings flooded

guess i've lost the appreciation for years?

but during the few days i could feel that full in my eyes and on my face
i should be glad to get it back b4 it's too late
and he specially taking care of me infront of ppl
trying to comfort the hidden hostile and unfriendly treatment frm tat someone
i appreciate alot
and i treasure alot
though he's not happy in doing tat i guess.
but anyway
chemical changes had taken place in silence
in the moment i'd like to express,
i love him
say for another 5 years first?
kaka