pessimistic

i juz wanna be alone
yes
leave me alone
i'm unnecessary
and i'm bad
no one wants
as a drummer
as a girl
as a friend
as a daughter
very tired.
nonstop ot
alot of work
alot of pressure
alot of inferior
alot of uncertainty
alot of expectation
alot of powerless to satisfy expectation
i got no way to cry out
noone to share
at all
fuck