SunnyDay Afternoon

just couldnt tell why
i feel like having 3 days holiday for this weekend
i enjoyed alot
though tired enough
yes u'r right
i'm pessimistic
i didn't really think much when i made any decision recently
just to let things go naturally in its own way
there should be no absolute black or white
but seems i'm fulfilling everyone's require
meeting one's want
and maybe at least
i'm needed
and i'm wanted
naive
yet true
true like the blood coming out from the wound
drop by drop
getting dissolved in the pool of water
the drops are so so tiny to change any state
so so tiny to create any influence
so so tiny to make any difference
but it's really drops of real hurt
from strikes in my heart

time flies
yes it needs to be healed
by someone
someone that i tried to open my heart to
maybe i'll feel sorry if one day it finally fails
but here i could only tell
the times we created
are definitely good ones
then tat's already enough to be remembered
with no regret