heavy thunder

am very tired
can the shits get away just a little bit?
problems just spinning aruond
with no solution.

how can she just define without asking and knowing?
i dunt see any attempt
nor respect.
it's just so mean
though i hate, still, have to bare and pretend
afterall
the one who suffer most, is him
the poor to be digged out everything and be exposed
the poor to be under surveillance but so called "to let u choose with choices"
he's helpless
and powerless
i understand
am just the trigger to let him aware that
there has to be a change

for him
for us
and for his future



it's kinda meaningless to give any opinion
or to persuade and make things happen according to my wants
it should really be nth to deal with me
the more i talk
the more pressure is added.

yes
i should just shut here
it's cruel
but it's the fact too
u gonna step out
and have the breakthough
and about time
u'll know wat u need and want
d ear