flooded

memories flooded
when being in the place that i've avoided to be since the day
almost cry when i'm touching chaichai
everything is so familiar
but far away
everything is so unchanged
but meanwhile so different


so and then
we argued seriously during dinner
why am i still so picky on him?
why am i losing all respect and patience when facing his character that i supposed to know he's like that and he used to be like that?
why are we still going to conclude or persuade one another?
why are we still argueing about why were we breaking up?
does these everything still means anything to both of us?
can't we just be patient
trying to understand one another's standpoint
having an attempt to listen and accept one another's opinion
really learning to face own problem and trying to find out the key of communication???



it's so tired
why am i still crying?