counting down: 5

ven't been prepared and cared that much
esp in such unstable condition.
instead of paying back for the period of taking in the past 8 months
i'd like to treat it as
to love more
to give more
until the day our circle expire
it's not pessimistic anymore
we're happy
and we enjoyed
my emotions and character are just way too harmful to the relationship
and guess i'm able to kick this bug away gradually
step by step

i'm counting down
and u gonna have the happiest bday in ur life~~~
u'd better be prepared!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe