scarred

being treated in a way that i've never been in the past of my whole life
shocking
and hurt
so damn much that i couldn't even imagine how deep it is
at the moment
i lost all confidence
how weak is the relationship that has been built for long
all in my brain
is to give up
and to quit
it's the very first time of seriously think of quitting
turnout
i still called
and found that there's no way to reach any solution
yes
tmr will be another day
tmr will be fine
but u never know
it'll always be there.
like a scar.
a very very deep thick one.
forever and ever.