out of sight

when u'r expecting the documentary of current
and there's still none
maybe
he's not really finding something worthy to write
or
he doesn't want too many people to know about every details of life
esp to someone
or
whenever he got the time aside from work
has already spared for you

actually every relationship's gonna be like that

not until he/she really lose someone and something
the feeling wont be bursted in every lonely moment
and so to be recorded word by word
in very frequent way

this morning i read about his
seems the hurt and mistake i made has created a very hard deep strike in his heart
not healing by anyone
he chose to let the blood dry in very slow way
and accept the pain coz of every single little move of body
seeing the pictures taken by that girl
which captured the very true and happy moment of him in brand new 2009
my feeling is strange
as i ven't seen him in such emotion and expression for long
i questioned
am i really that not good enough to make my partner happy
but in return nonstop requesting and pushing the responsibility to others??

lots of thoughts spinning around
and i choose to calm with a piece of silence


Kings of Convenience
Failure

Using the Guardian as a shield
to cover my thighs against the rain
I do not mind about my hair
Your jacket may be waterproof
but I know the moment you get home
you're gonna get your trousers changed
Failure is always the best way to learn
retracing your steps untill you know
have no fear your wounds will heal

I wish I could travel overground
to where all you hear is water sounds
lush as the wind upon a tree
I wish I could travel overground
to where all you hear is water sounds
to capture and keep inside of me

Failure is always the best way to lean
retracing your steps untill you know
have no fear your wounds will heal.

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=fdED6Hj_Ol8