nth

i start searching for self-help books and ways in any aspect
i think i'm sick
i can't slp properly
i can't eat properly
i can't work properly
i cry everynight
i really dunt feel right
though i am trying very hard to pretend

afterall
i just feel nth
and i'm nth
i almost think even if i die
there should be nth missed or nth added
yes
just nth
simply nth.