悼

i cry
once i read
and once i watch
that night, i've squeezed out all of my calm and brave
to watch the very detailed cable news
from u being moved to the rooftop which is filling with smoke
i couldn't even clearly see ur head
and u just got no reponse to all the first aid that ur colleague did to u
blood has spread over ur nose mouth and face
then u'r sent back to the ground and so to the ambulance
hey
are u still there at the moment?
and hey
where are u at this moment?????
i want to talk to u really....


the night before
u just added me in facebook
and i browse through the photos u posted
of the passing out ceremony with the very bright and confident face~~
i'm so impressed
just wanna ask how've u been in these years.....
tat was midnight
u didn't appear in the online list
so i plan to talk to u the next day...
so and then
how can i bare the shock when someone told me that u died
right the exact 'next day' ??????
i was always hoping someone to tell me that is not u
in the afternoon when i'm in the street, resisting all the news
just dunt wanna admit and face the fact

when is the last time i saw u?
in another funeral of our classmate last year??
gosh
to have the reunion once a year
in the form of funeral
for continuously 3 years
isn't fun at all.....
all of the pals
please do takecare
陳元豐 詹柏倫 陳兆龍
u guys will meet in heaven right?
do look after eachother
hang together and look at every of us
how we try our best to live every single days
and missing u guys with the deepest love


the end is the beginning is the end
陳兆龍
we're all very very proud of you
u'r such a brave & great fireman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
salute~~~!