drops of life

wonderful night
ven't been that full in recent months
still wanna vomit till now hahaha
or maybe the left4dead do affect abit?

post-hyper
feel abit strange
had a nightmare while sleeping beside him,
mama called and told there's a girl being murdered in KwongFuk 711 at midnight
and worried about me
quite nervous waking from the dream
or maybe i'm actually scared when home alone in dawn everytime
kind of hidden fear

there'r quite many ppl in the street tonight
curious
i looked around
all in shorts
oh Standard Chartered Marathon!!!
they'r all so ready with fully charged body for the running
while i'm with the very tired soul drying eyes on the way home
wat the!

passing by with several pairs of gay couples
all young little boys
bittersweet

the moon is big
esp near 5am in taipo
last night's was iron red
while tonight's is dirty yellow
i try to take a snap but he hided up quickly
shy

realize that i just ate too much
pain
and wanna vomit
hot shower cures me
with a big bowl of tomato soup

it's so warm and soft in his big clothes
grey has become my favourite

dunno whether i'm able to wake 4 hrs later from now for the practise?
or i'd choose to slp till late afternoon and have a bowl of nice ngao lam hor
i wanna have some body trainup too
let's work hard together

i'm kinda expecting
am i the only one?
it's tragic when either side is being pushed to plan and act
while maybe s/he just simply wanna enjoy the simpleness
gonna stop
just think too much always
and always.

better ve a tight slp
night.