future

http://www.rapidnewswire.com/5146-cannedoxygen-0245.htm
canned oxygen is now available in all 7-11 in Japan!!!!!
cost for $30 something only
u could take 5-6 breathe of oxygen everyday
the $30 canned oxygen is enough for 1 month already
it's kinda shocking to me.
which means
some years later
u could buy food-favour capsule in some auto-machines
convenient like the cocacola softdrink machines all around
eating a chicken favour capsule = eating a chicken leg
and u'd get the feeling of fullness
queueing up
planning for the immigration to unknown planets...
i remember
i read this in the 衛斯理 series when i'm in primary....

honestly
i'm so fear of such day
i dunno
i'm not ready yet anyway
instead of accepting such 'future'
commit suicide maybe?
i dunt think it'll be successful anyway
coz the medical tech in such 'future' must be able to save u back
or
plant vegetable and keep chicken at home secretly
even it'd probably be illegal
then everyone going back to the very early stage of living
耕作
畜牧
exchange of goods...

我都說了麻
新鮮雞都快沒了啦
吃得多少就多少
花多點
講究多點
從來都是快樂的

不為什麼的恨

我對自己說
可能
你根本沒辦法打從心底裡憎恨一個人
可
於昨天我發現
我真的徹頭徹尾地憎恨著你
可惜的是
不為什麼

一個

看著他的改變
也不知該好氣好笑
姑勿論大家的看法
也許根本從不需要
令我看到的是
遇到了對的人
從前千言萬語藉口所解釋不到的
到頭來不費吹灰之力一一做到
好不厲害

洗完澡
我說
不是因為睡在五鬼位
只是我們都不是對方的那一個而已
又
他再
若無其事的笑了
也是的
不然你期望他要回答甚麼

未解決!

這壓根兒是她跟他
結構性的問題
於是她再一次
又他
再一次
結果
還是.

post-fyp II: a serious thankyou note

to papa mama
for feeding me in any aspects
for loving me in any stages
to my lover
for sacrifying alot wth time and energy
for being with me from the 1st day in yr1 till now the last day in yr4
to my lover's papa mama
for caring and food preparing all the time
for the spaces spared to put me for 3 and a haf yrs
to my very lovely slimkim
for the lots of caring and sharing in recent years
for picking me up in the very beginning
to my very gentle and sweet yuk
for trusting my ability and giving room
for providing any kind of mental and equipment support whenever i need
to my idol toughtough anson
for amkmusic
for the soft detailed small heart writing and sharing
to my handsome playmate julius
for the so true and solid cross-generation friendship
for the harsh words everytime when i'm already in sadness
to my very gdfrd billy bb
for the drops of sweat in both AA and BA fyp
for helping and listening and supporting all the way we've been through
to my fatchoihoihoi
for waterblowing flyingpanning brainingstorming
for damienhirstintroducing ultrasoundscanning criticizing
also
mei
for letting me cry
winnie
for the warm wordings
shan
for listening and quick response
yuk ki
for jamming and chatting
arshun
for idea sharing pressure releasing
mey
for dinner treating when i have $34.6 after fyp
ipmanyan
for oil adding
ernest
for computer enquiriessssssssss everyday
aubig
for bottle buying in tuenmun travelling
and all the friends around
whom i love
and love me too
really
thankyou

post-fyp I

is kinda depressed
but i'm happy to be depressed
it's alot better to happen b4,
rather than after



this is the end of my 4yrs uni life

致 :

「你大概想得太多了
請放鬆
不然
長此下去
你的非理性的思想和方法會成為我們的關係中所不必要的壓力的
多謝」

rest in peace

i didn't expect i would cry
coz i plan to say gdbye to him with a pretty smile~
ven't met for several years, i wish he could recognize me :)
he should be there
walking around us
and tell us near our ears,
'dunt cry my dears, thanks for loving me and i love u all'

u know
since the day he left,
i always in a glance met someone who looked like him in the street
so then within that 1 sec
my heart dropped again

oh yes,


he's not here already...



Rest in peace, we'd meet someday, somewhere :)