where is the love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vbjUptGw3iw

Jennifer says that you've changed
She says that you're talking so strange
She laughed when I told her I'd messed
You around, tried to be kind when I cried

Where is the life that we had
Where is the love
Where is the hand that I held
Where is the love

Sister don't ask me
I'm a fool I'm a liar
And I can't see home

I saw you last week when you cried
You threw me aside with a line
Wish that I could just tell you I care
I love you I need you and I'm still scared
Cathy I'm cold I don't mean to be bold
But I need you to find me again
I'm wasted I'm fried I'm a fool I'm a liar
But I need you to hold me again

Where is the life that we had
Where is the love
Where is the hand that I held
Where is the love

Sister don't ask me
I'm a fool I'm a liar
And I can't see home

Where is the life that we had
Where is the love
Where is the hand that I held
Where is the love

崩壞

我支持不下去了。

nothing lasts

i guess i have just heard of the most ridiculous story among these years.
love is fragile.just as fragile as it can be.


i couldn't even imagine how does she feel and how can she face and react in the future, near future or the rest of her and the children's lives.

chi gun.not funny at all, my dear.
simply,nothing lasts.really.

harden your head skin

多數時候

一些決定

並不許回頭.

無論你有多想念。

然後

只有硬著頭皮向前走

於是你開始放開

讓一切隨它想要的方向發生

不再作決定也不作細想

更不再牽掛後果

因為

一切都無所謂了.

最終

走到身心俱疲被傷害得遍體鱗傷

偶爾坐下來看一下自己問一句: '為了甚麼?'

抬頭是深藍到發黑的天空, 看著那顆 '燈星'

會心一笑, 還是站起來走下去吧.....

我也只剩這shelter了。