9up

鬼叫你無志氣
俾人睇死
'我幫你諗諗計啦"
雖然不曾抱有任何期望
但此時此景還是禁不住說一句
"咪9up啦你"

有時候
那種失控的無力感
完完全全自於你改變不了現狀又急不來而唯有默默承受忍氣吞聲自食其果自作孽



我很努力鳥啦
還可以做些甚麼....

14-2-2009

the most beautiful flowers i've ever had yet in my life.

can anything be better than waking up with ur lover and his flowers beside?

tat simple could already be good enough to enjoy, to taste and to remember

thanks dear

it has been really a very nice day

(and u looked so on yat in those photos hehe)

oh yes

i should have told everyone for many times already?

if i die in a sudden

i'd like to have white tulips in my funeral ar!!!!!!!!!!!

have to pre-order ga~

tho it's weird to think of funeral on birthday huh =..=

unknown

i saw the photos today
all are unknown faces
those i had siuyeah with for almost 3nights a week
those ppl i tried so hard to help when there's problem or situation
those ppl i love and be with
all seems so far away
unknown feeling
unknown emotion.

tonight
i went jamming
the pals i used to play with for past years
i found that i got nth to talk to
and they seems so unknown



'they dunt ve the mind of dumping u"
this sounds so weird to me
esp from your mouth
it's fine
just the fact that i dunt even meet them since the brokeup
it's normal and reasonable
give and take
and u could never get the world
so just be mature and face the fact
there should have no excuse
as it's just unknown

so unknown

撐

撐不下去了
身體首先告訴我.

夜半
我倒下
這麼一生裡的頭一回
那種無助
真實得可憐
反反覆覆
當氣迴腸

一整個星期過去
復完不了
好幾個晚上沒有吃東西
或是吃完想吐
十碗豬潤水也補償不了
手是扭到
尾龍骨也大概因跌坐在地上而受傷
隱隱


沒有解決的辦法
撐不下去也得撐
真可悲

白紙黑字

生日快樂!! - 仙奴才 says (12:10 PM):
i know it
生日快樂!! - 仙奴才 says (12:10 PM):
and know how to do it (i think)








Last message recorded at 12:10pm on 2/13/2009.

我今日吞左隻蚊

豐富蛋白質喎

佢話

Clean

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes/ iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
This Fire [Franz Ferdinand – Franz Ferdinand]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
TV Pro [The Vines – Winning Days]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Do [Placebo – Once More With Feeling]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
海灘遊俠 [旺福 – 旺福同名同姓專輯]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Low [Coldplay – X&Y]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Life In A Glass House [Radiohead – Amnesiac]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
For Tomorrow [Blur – Blurred Visions]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Silent Snow Stream [Cornelius – The First Question Award]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Flights In The Sea (Lovely Rain) [Graham Coxon – Love Travels At Illegal Speeds]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sex Is Not The Enemy [Garbage – Bleed Like Me]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Live Forever [Oasis – Definitely Maybe]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Second Great Depression [Manic Street Preachers – Send Away the Tigers]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Other Beautiful [Whence He Came – The Shorter Story]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Highway (Under Construction) [Gorillaz – D-Sides]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
浴室 [椎名林樆x齋藤 – 平成風俗]

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Glass And The Ghost Children [Smashing Pumpkins – MACHINA/The Machines of God]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Untitled [Smashing Pumpkins – Rotten Apples: Greatest Hits]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Clean [Incubus – Make Yourself]

In this note

Anson Mak
Lam Ah-P
Ho Shan
Kim Cheung
Oliver Ching
Nicky Sun Ho Yin
YC Lau
Stephane S. Wong
Jackie Yu
Barry Kan

drops of life

wonderful night
ven't been that full in recent months
still wanna vomit till now hahaha
or maybe the left4dead do affect abit?

post-hyper
feel abit strange
had a nightmare while sleeping beside him,
mama called and told there's a girl being murdered in KwongFuk 711 at midnight
and worried about me
quite nervous waking from the dream
or maybe i'm actually scared when home alone in dawn everytime
kind of hidden fear

there'r quite many ppl in the street tonight
curious
i looked around
all in shorts
oh Standard Chartered Marathon!!!
they'r all so ready with fully charged body for the running
while i'm with the very tired soul drying eyes on the way home
wat the!

passing by with several pairs of gay couples
all young little boys
bittersweet

the moon is big
esp near 5am in taipo
last night's was iron red
while tonight's is dirty yellow
i try to take a snap but he hided up quickly
shy

realize that i just ate too much
pain
and wanna vomit
hot shower cures me
with a big bowl of tomato soup

it's so warm and soft in his big clothes
grey has become my favourite

dunno whether i'm able to wake 4 hrs later from now for the practise?
or i'd choose to slp till late afternoon and have a bowl of nice ngao lam hor
i wanna have some body trainup too
let's work hard together

i'm kinda expecting
am i the only one?
it's tragic when either side is being pushed to plan and act
while maybe s/he just simply wanna enjoy the simpleness
gonna stop
just think too much always
and always.

better ve a tight slp
night.