WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE US ALONE??????????????????????????????
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PUSH US TO THE VERY LAST STEP???????

WE'RE NOT READY YET..
SHOULD WE STILL MOVE ON???????

attended so many wedding banquet these 2 years ar...
last night's one was the most touching among..
tears just drop when chukawah is speaking out the vow
with "woo yin' voice.....
this is really a very true promise between 2 human beings
the born to be separate human beings....

again,
he's so man ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

turning point

i could sense the changes
i'm scared
and trying to twist it back on track.

"i want to have a sweet home too" he said

actually
maybe i'm not well-prepared yet
mentally i mean..
carrying just the same reason that he told me months ago
am i wanting somewhere to rest
of own space
or really creating a home with partner?
i'm not sure
maybe i'm really tired of the living pattern right now...
and there's no solution except this.

gonna work harder
as he's making the way already. :)