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那種共鳴
那種心有靈犀
就是一點也沒差
真好
就是一點也沒差

明天比賽
努力耶

夢

早上 我做了一個夢

nth

i start searching for self-help books and ways in any aspect
i think i'm sick
i can't slp properly
i can't eat properly
i can't work properly
i cry everynight
i really dunt feel right
though i am trying very hard to pretend

afterall
i just feel nth
and i'm nth
i almost think even if i die
there should be nth missed or nth added
yes
just nth
simply nth.

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out of sight

when u'r expecting the documentary of current
and there's still none
maybe
he's not really finding something worthy to write
or
he doesn't want too many people to know about every details of life
esp to someone
or
whenever he got the time aside from work
has already spared for you

actually every relationship's gonna be like that

not until he/she really lose someone and something
the feeling wont be bursted in every lonely moment
and so to be recorded word by word
in very frequent way

this morning i read about his
seems the hurt and mistake i made has created a very hard deep strike in his heart
not healing by anyone
he chose to let the blood dry in very slow way
and accept the pain coz of every single little move of body
seeing the pictures taken by that girl
which captured the very true and happy moment of him in brand new 2009
my feeling is strange
as i ven't seen him in such emotion and expression for long
i questioned
am i really that not good enough to make my partner happy
but in return nonstop requesting and pushing the responsibility to others??

lots of thoughts spinning around
and i choose to calm with a piece of silence


Kings of Convenience
Failure

Using the Guardian as a shield
to cover my thighs against the rain
I do not mind about my hair
Your jacket may be waterproof
but I know the moment you get home
you're gonna get your trousers changed
Failure is always the best way to learn
retracing your steps untill you know
have no fear your wounds will heal

I wish I could travel overground
to where all you hear is water sounds
lush as the wind upon a tree
I wish I could travel overground
to where all you hear is water sounds
to capture and keep inside of me

Failure is always the best way to lean
retracing your steps untill you know
have no fear your wounds will heal.

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=fdED6Hj_Ol8

牛角

這天晚上
我在牛角尖裡餓得發瘋

回家的路上
我又哭了

金句

金句一:
如果你都住港島就好喇

金句二:
social又唔洗囉
不過真係時運低
見到佢咪出於禮貌上say個hi囉
我見到樓下看更都會say hi喇

金句三:
你唔在意佢
你自然對佢無要求
無要求就無失望

金句四:
唔洗笑晒咁既
見到咪say 個hi囉
dead air咪由佢囉
你唔想同佢講野時佢都唔想架0者
佢真係同你講咪睇0下0岩唔0岩聽囉
0岩聽就講,唔0岩聽咪求其應佢一兩0下咪計囉

金句五:
all of us love u and worry about u so much.....
pls don't let yourself unhappy anymore
it's all about yr point of view
u can control it

金句六:
你咩都唔需要諗
凈係諗結果
你究竟想結果係點
你就自然知道應該點做

金句七:
你叫我扮即極我真係唔得
所以我選擇fu hin

金句八:
某程度上呢樣都係一種付出黎既
你鍾意佢既
應該付出架

金句九:
咪當係training o羅
做人處世
周圍都係唔鍾意既人架啦

金句十:
iris
咁你問下你自己
你究竟有幾鍾意呢個男仔呢

進步

今天
我又一次把所有都告訴她
在蔡潤記回家的路上
是真正沒有想過有這樣的時刻這樣的一天
她有立場
但她專重
她明白
是真真切切期待已久的關係和對話

這便是進步
是一步登天的那一種 (偷笑)

她給我的自由
我知道
也很珍惜
她留給我的湯和飯菜
吃起來是真的很窩心


我是真的很愛你啦
媽媽

隊友

我很幸福
經歷的每一個樂隊都全是很愛我的人
沒有他們
我想我撐不下去
音樂上如是
生活上亦如是
我很挑
所以沒有真正有過很多樂隊
因為 "夾band 先夾人"
很老套
但問誰都舉腳認同

在oliver 從不懂得打鼓
到一年有近50場演出
有哭有笑
從得到別人認同到有粉絲要合照
台北野台墾丁春吶演出
到很容易就吵起大架來
就是維繫不了
想來
現在是有點後悔沒有好好享受和相處
到最後
oliver 在海報上寫上一句
"其實你不懂得我的心"
那刻
是真的想要給他一個深深的擁抱和輕輕的吻

然後是downer
5年過後
發覺自己不懂得的許多
再找黃偉勳上速成班
我真的很努力
可
漸漸地
時間上遷就不了
我也不能有著很好的精神狀態好好地投入
大家明白是早點處理為上
在collectedmonster以後
我又是自己一個
幸虧那是多個月來最好的演出
不枉

9月
我跟早已認識的他們走在一起
感覺是很久沒有的自然
也是每星期六休息足夠可以好好練習的時間
每每練團到夜半4時再吃夜宵
回到家就是現在的時間
6時30分
冬天, 天比較晚才亮
洗個很熱的澡
睡到星期天下午
沒有比這來得更好了
他們都明白我
我也可以把所有事情和情緒都說出來
他們的愛我是真真切切感受著
每一句話也是為著解決問題的分享
我想
這是我下一個可以完全棲身和投入的樂隊

待我跟他們好好拍一張照片
然後把oliver 跟downer 的一併放上來

都是最好的時光

背著

by honkaz

我今天哭得很厲害

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然後裝作若無其事

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幸好

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把帽子帶出來了

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每天

我每天都把那裡跟那裡看好幾遍
期待著那些相片那些文字
希望他會把喜悅和難忘記下
像最初一樣.

今天沒有
沒關係
明天再看.

嗯.