PRETTY TATTY NASTY JACKIE

after Daughter has stopped
i no longer could be a little fan looking up the stage enjoying how he dance and perform
he never knows
tat's so yau ying and attractive to me.
in the period of playing together when i'm on drum in the same band,
we did argue alot
as we never agree with each others' comment
and i dunt respect him though
i still remember the hateful 'mission impossible' outro...
today
when i'm sitting down the stage, or behind him in the backstage working
feelings flooded

guess i've lost the appreciation for years?

but during the few days i could feel that full in my eyes and on my face
i should be glad to get it back b4 it's too late
and he specially taking care of me infront of ppl
trying to comfort the hidden hostile and unfriendly treatment frm tat someone
i appreciate alot
and i treasure alot
though he's not happy in doing tat i guess.
but anyway
chemical changes had taken place in silence
in the moment i'd like to express,
i love him
say for another 5 years first?
kaka

夏春秋

i rewrite and rewrite and rewrite
couldnt find the description of these few days
alot of details
alot of accidents
alot of mey tau ngan ngak
alot of siu dung jok
alot of tireness
alot of ugly
alot of accursed
alot of miscommunication
to be captured
it's right so complicated to be expressed.

but afterall
the show is really really damn great

and i didn't know my lover is that attractive to others too
(esp gay lo?) ha

孑然一身

早知道自己不可以
所以
當真的不可以的時候
也不會太過看不起自己
讓自己在苟延殘喘中
偷偷擦拭早已流乾的淚

爆屎

青年便秘20年手術取出22磅糞 肚子快要爆炸 糞便噴醫生一身

廣州一名26歲男子骨瘦如柴，可是卻身附一個像臨盆孕婦般的大肚子，而且經常便秘。由於病人體重壓力驟升，醫生緊急為其施手術，頓時糞便噴射一地，醫生在惡臭的手術室內花了超過一小時 ，把病人積聚逾20年、重達10公斤（約22磅）大便排出來。

《信息時報》報道，阿強（化名）二十多年來一直便秘，大約四、五天才大解一次，量少而乾硬，並伴有便血，他在多家醫院檢查都找不到原因。直至最近一個月，阿強連一點大便都排不出來，於是到中山二院華南肝膽醫院求醫。

醫生為阿強檢查腸道時，發現鋇劑灌不進阿強腸道堙A在肛門檢查只觸到一個硬塊，無法進行更深入檢查。不久，阿強腹內壓力升高，覺得肚子很快就要爆開，醫生急忙在凌晨1時施手術，以免病人出現生命危險。

腹內腫塊大過的士輪胎
醫生切開阿強腹部，驚見一個長50厘米，寬40厘米的巨大腫塊，比小汽車輪胎稍大，且十分堅硬。醫生立即為阿強排放大便，怎料腸子一開放，糞便噴在醫生的手術袍上 ，整個手術室彌漫著便惡臭。

醫生用了一個多小時，終於把阿強體內積累的10公斤大便完全排放，阿強的肚子就像洩了氣的皮球般癟下去。考慮到病人體質差，醫生們為阿強切除了病變結腸，施行了結腸造摀N，使阿強將來可以過上正常人一樣的生活。

該院黃天立教授說，他行醫近四十年，這是首次看到像阿強這樣嚴重的先天性巨結腸病例。他解釋，先天性巨結腸是病變腸壁神經節細胞缺如的一種腸道發育畸形。在消化道畸形中，其發病率僅次於先天性直腸肛管畸形，這種病有家族性病發傾向。

i'm an artist from the school of creative media

"design is to design a design to produce design", John heskett, Design in Everyday Life

have read this along with the news about the gradshow of IVE on magazine and tv
was great and mature in terms of students' work and the promotion/social aspects as well
i dunt mean there should be "po tin koy dey" promotion by those trendy magazine and tv stations
but this is the fact that those are connections with the real industry and letting the ppl know wat their students were doing
and to wat level and creative they'r up to
thus a linkage for the career and opportunity to enter the field and take the step to achieve their dream
um
maybe our sch aims to train artists who wont give a damn on this
under the leader's guidiance
bringing us to learn the way they want us to.
somehow
wat we lack of
is to get the well balance bth content and presentation
and to get the picture of the real industry in reality instead of the fantasy of ideal conditions
btw
i'm so glad to hear that the whole animation stream did go to japan this spring
to open an eye in the stage that the sponges could absorb most water..
and someone are working so hard to find internship for the students for coming up summer
(though there should be another target for another purpose kakakaa)
anyway
we'r all growing up and guess to wait for several more years
our generation could partly imerge/takeover
and so to takecare the newbies from our sch in the near future
all tha best, scm
oh, or first of all, to kick away the devil dean? kakakaka

sometimes

"sometimes pain needs another pain to relieve it"
from the tee i recently bought