if i have a choice

i wanna slp enough
i dunt wanna wake at 7something and take more than 1 hour bus to go home
i wanna cook whatever whenever i want
i wanna have my own room and space to read and rest
i dunt wanna shower in sport centre anymore
i dunt wanna dig out any lies
i dunt wanna argue
i dunt wanna steal stepping into the bedroom like a thief
i want to be respected by the ppl i respect
i want communication
i dunt wanna see or hear her calling and u keep accepting her love

if i have a choice.

in conclusion

there isn't always a solution for problems
there isn't always a conclusion for arguements
but tat doesn't mean the communication is meaningless
wat u could do
is to tell and share wat u feel and shout out everything in heart
yet
afterall if one still ask for a statement, or a solution
with 'wat else can i do for u' and 'wat are u still requesting me to do' gesture and face
means
he didn't really understand and respect
and think in the way u do
he'd never feel the way u feel
never stand at the point tat u'r sticking on

so
i chose to leave
at least to hide from the hurtful gesture and words

也算是給自己留下一點卑微的尊嚴罷

emptiness is full

alone in the street at 5
the night is dark and heavy
emptiness is full
and i'm lost

the crows under the same sky

is it one wouldn't check out lover's writing
unless the day that s/he has become the ex?

做乜要挑釁我

假如你有一絲尊重的話.


不喜歡的
你大可直接告訴我
我也不用花那真心和時間跟你溝通
也不用到頭來才發現
那冷嘲熱諷是如何刺骨
那怕
往後只是步進門口時跪地請個安
於你
比任何都來得足夠

alcohol helps
esp when u'r waiting for a call

年度日本

原是年度台灣
突然殺出18米高RX78高達先生
一個措手
趕緊訂下淡季便宜套票要出發的最後一天

好

第4次到東京
這次不要哭了啦


請你
讓我快樂






http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gqvGjeE-7aM
http://likecool.com/Full_Size_Gundam_Robot--Pic--Gear.html

no pain, no gain

i hate myself being like this
to care something that i dunt even need to give a damn to
to view someone's life that doesn't make any sense for me to know any tiny detail about

i'm losing self

the more u love
the more u care



i talked to someone that i used to think he'd never understand
seems he really changed
and we're more able to talk
he did comfort me
light me a way and a direction to walk towards

thanks

i truly hope u live a good and happy life
no pain, no gain

用力

我花了很大的力氣
按住了不安和自私

我想
不消一秒我便可以哭出來了